| 30.4.07 |
| 不得以 |
| 近來的loss特別多，有些是自動棄權的，有的是迫不得以。人越大，以為能掌握的事越多。事實卻不斷提醒你，要你知道自己基本上是一個只能默默接受一切的弱者。無力感與內疚感揮之不去，同時怨恨別人的冷酷無情。連自己最寶貴的東西也無力悍衛的人，談什麼理想，憑什麼做CP？ |
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| 29.4.07 |
| For Pui Pui and Me |
"I Will Survive"
At first I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
Oh as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive (hey-hey)
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
and now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
Oh as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive |
| posted by Pandaheidi @ 29.4.07 |
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| 25.4.07 |
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The placement will end soon, I guess I will start missing my boss and my clients soon, haha. Today is my big day - the last day of my "play" group. Its really touching when I get the farewell surprise from those big guys (my clientsssss)
Guess what.............. they suddenly take out the guitar and electronic piano, and play + sing a song for me, hohoho! So GING! |
| posted by Pandaheidi @ 25.4.07 |
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| 12.4.07 |
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To my BF,
Tons of work, thesis, worries about the coming placement, depletion of sleep....all these has made me feel tense, helpless, and exhausted. Thanks for your support, although u didn't say anything (as usual), I can feel it. |
| posted by Pandaheidi @ 12.4.07 |
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| 3.4.07 |
| 癲左 |
| 我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我好忙，我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要勤力ｄ！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！我要進入博盡mode,我要過！ |
| posted by Pandaheidi @ 3.4.07 |
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| About Me |
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Name: Pandaheidi
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About Me: 11月26日﹝土星‧正義﹞代表人物： 蒂娜透納 注重創意和個人的成就，既富理想又現實；一方面喜歡無拘無束、自由自在，另方面 則喜歡腳踏實地、按部就班，內心很矛盾。 優點是創造力豐富，能實現理想；富有正義感，喜愛朋友。缺點是常常猶疑不決，無法作決定，感情方面尤其如此。
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